{ i was screwed over yesterday when... }

AHHH I love the new Maroon 5 song, MAKES ME WONDER AHHHHHHHHHH. SO EFFING CATCHY. I keep jumping up and dancing or find myself sitting on my chair moving to the beat. AHHHHH. I love them. And I'm so sad they're going to break up in a few years *super sad* I can't wait for the CD to come out. I should totally reserve a copy right now.

Speaking of reserve I need to reserve tickets for PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: AT WORLD'S END. I am going to marry Captain Jack Sparrow. Not Johnny Depp... He can be scary sometimes. Captain Jack Sparrow. Because he rules my underpants *melt*

ALSO. I cannot wait for SHREK THE THIRD, which I'm going to watch with my lovely fwiendsies and boyfriend on Saturday ^___^

And one more thing... HARRY POTTER 7!!!! I'm TOTALLY going to the midnight party at Barnes&Noble. I CAN'T WAITTTTT. AHHH. I know Draco is a little arsehole but I am in LOVE with him. I <3 him with Hermione, which makes me sick and deranged, but you all know that.

(OOH for the rest of you Draco/Hermione friends, for a super HAWT--no kids-- fanfic check out Rizzle's THE DRAGON'S BRIDE. It is SO well written, characterized, and sexy. It makes me feel unworthy and it makes your heart absolutely freeze at certain times. This is the only piece of fanfiction I actively check for updates. Like... Every day check. Seriously. It's THAT good.)

SOOO. What are you guys totally into/anticipating right now?

[EDIT] I forgot. One thing that kinda pissed me off... JASLENE winning Cycle 8 of ANTM. Though, I suppose she was the best choice out of all of them? I think Natasha's just... prettier, even if she's a weaker presence. To be honest, this cycle of Top Model wasn't all that great. I didn't have a favorite :( [/EDIT]

So... It's 5:15. AM. In the morning.

Why am I awake?

Because I'm cramming for AP USHistory... Which I'm taking in roughly two hours and fifteen minutes.

It's not as early as when I would wake up early for conditionining and training (*cough*4:30) but I'm effing tired.

Good luck to everyone taking anything :)

[EDIT] So I've recently gotten into this one Taiwanese pop band called Cherry Boom. Their songs are OK, generally pop-ish and not all that amazing, but there's one song... It's so SasuSaku it's killing me. I want to write a songfic XD It's called 蝕月, or Eclipse of the Moon (LISTEN). Translations found HERE.

I feel inspired to write but just can't find the words to finish anything. I swear to all things angstworthy that if I don't get a chapter of Shattered Minds done by the end of this month I will scream and yell and probably revamp the story for being so difficult. Anyway, listmaking time so I won't flake out.

01. Finish Chapter 19 of Shattered Minds by March 1st
02. Finish Shattered Minds by the end of 2007
03. Finish Kyouben for Fuji-chan (if you can find the meaning to this word, you'll know what it's about ohohoho)
04. Finish The Demon in Demonstration for Aya-chan (title: 'nuff said)
05. Write pr0n version of Words of Advice
06. Finish The Seven Deadly Sins before posting
07. Fully edit Sound, On a Bed of Thorns, Hope, and Of Questions Unanswered before posting
08. Fully edit one-shots, including Screwing Destiny
09. Edit old fiction
10. Clean out old fanfiction

Things That Are Very Wrong In My Life Right Now:

1. My phone is missing. I don't know where it is. Seriously. I think it's in Van Wilder (Chel's red Bug) but really, WTF. I don't know and I need to call Jason to tell him that no, I don't hate him after all.

2. I have four days of math HW to do. And a test tomorrow. Hip hip fuck me.

3. I believe I just failed my Psych test on--what else--Memory.

4. I haven't started studying at all for the Bio SAT, which is in two weeks.

5. I haven't started studying for the finals at all, which are in two weeks.

6. My wallet is empty. I have no money. WTF.

7. I happen to be in my Junior year in high school, meaning the moment I fuck up is the moment I receive a thin envelope from UCLA. I refuse to accept that thin envelope.

8. I am having grammar problems. Should 'are' and 'in' on the title be capitalized or not?

9. Why are half of my grades border line? Why. Seriously. WHY. $%YRHFGDFX PROCRASTINATION DAMN YOU!!!

10. I'm forgetting something very important. I do not know what. But it is very important. This demonstrates retrieval failure in memory. Of course I would remember this... AFTER THE EFFING TEST.

(If I didn't have LJ to vent on, I might have to kill something. Preferably America's standard college entry system, those sons of bitches. Ruining the best year of my life. I should be screwing around and going to the beach. But noooo--the weather has to be below freezing.)

(This post is purely stupid. Seriously. Stop reading. If you read it you might lose any of the respect you ever had for--oh, who am I kidding. Read on.)

So all this teenage angst at my school, all the drama and the pissy-offyness and 'oh how could you'ness. It's so pointless. Honestly. I mean I like it because it adds spice to my otherwise bland life but really, in 5 years, when we're graduating from our respective colleges, are we even going to remember any of it? And anything else that I'm angry at. Will I TRULY and REALLY CARE in a few years? The answer is obviously no. But still I can't help but participate in the "I can't believe he went out to lunch with his ex girlfriend and his ex crush and left his real girlfriend unaware of his situation and waiting for him" of daily life. (No, this isn't me--I wouldn't tolerate such... yarrr. It's a friend.) To be completely truthful I'm even unsure about my own relationship status. Half a year is a long time but will I really care? ARGHHH.

NO ONE DIES A VIRGIN. LIFE FUCKS WITH US ALL.

(thanks for the quote, 

itchinhil